Needless to say being back in limbo with the adoption is stressful. If only we knew what the outcome and rules would be. It is so hard waiting knowing you may not be able to continue with this program. I did make the call to my agency and ask them to provide me with the time and additional cost that it would take to switch to the China WC program. I am certainly not ready to move programs yet but I thought it would be good to have the information at hand if it comes to a travel requirements that we can not do.
I struggled even with just the call to the agency. I didn't understand why God would lead us down this path to come to a dead end but Jeff reminded me that God led us down the path to adoption and we were the ones who made the decision for Korea. So changing programs is not "out" of Gods plan.
This fall we will need to update our adoption paperwork so we figured that is a good amount of time to wait and see what happens with the program. I figure we will know when the time is right to switch programs.
Yesterday in Sunday school the teacher made one comment that really stuck with me. He said that we often lay our problems down for God but we go back and pick them up again. I am so guilty of this. I decided I need to lay this one down and leave it. God knows the outcome and I just need to rest assured that he has it under control. So here is to trying not to pick them up again.
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