The crazy blanket

 It just might be that I have officially gone crazy.  I have been doing really good lately with not being impatient waiting for our referral.  I have adapted the mindset that we will not get our referral until the new year.  So I don't understand why....... I just won't let myself finish this blanket?

Completely crazy I know.  I learned to crochet last fall to help pass the time and I made our new little guy this blanket

It took me so long and I worked so hard on it I was hesitant to send it off in our first care package to him in case we might not get it back so I decided to make another blanket that we could send to him and I could tell the foster mother I wanted her to keep it for future babies she has in her care.

Great idea!   I started the blanket and it is almost done after only 2 months (I guess my skills are improving).  I probably only have about 30 minutes left to finish it and for some reason I keep postponing it.  I will do a few stitches here and there and then set it down.

I finally realized I was doing this and pondered the reason a little....I guess I would prefer to have to rush and finish it off so I can send it to him than finish and have it sitting here looking at me for months on end.

Yup I'm crazy!